A bit more things... But that is the main stuff.
Yes, I'm making errors when the workload is too high or when I actually wasn't correctly trained / told like that full blood samples can't be frozen. It was a Parameter that normally comes already as plasma sample and that full blood came was the first time for me. So because it was late, not told to watch out for that and I was told to freeze any samples over night, I froze it.

I was trained by people who actually did things wrong and had been trained wrong themselves already.

What insanity is it that I'm supposed to suddenly do things fully correct or have read up on it if I don't know what it all is I need to pay attention to?

The funny thing is, they now started to fully restructure the workplace I'm at and changed the batch documentation, the storage, the #sop s , and they move the devices actually to a new room that is bigger and has more climate control power.

I do get along with everybody at work, I'm nice, I smile, I feel good and happy when them, I'm empathetic, helpful, humble and apologize if I made a mistake even if it's not my fault, I'd even spend over night there if that was required coz I'm really damn passionate about lab and #medicine etc.

But somehow... I'm still the ass...
The prof "hearing different things from others about me"...

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( #adhd #audhd, #Asperger , #autism , #research , #science , #lab , #Heidelberg , #neurodivergent )