I put him to sleep yesterday.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

@flexghost So sorry for your loss. Our animal companions know us so well. They worm their way into our hearts using their powers of persuasion and love.
We can only try to live up to their expectations of us.

@sentientsponge absolutely wonderful story and what a beautiful face. What attracted you to that breed? I’m not familiar with it

@flexghost This was my buddy, Panda. I hadn't had a dog for a while and decided it might be time again for my mental health, but wanted to be very particular. I wanted a Great Pyranees and found him (a mix, of course) in a shelter where he'd been for quite a while. He'd been rejected a few times, because he was large and already an old boy but I thought he was perfect. It would only be a few years before he passed, but he's the best dog I ever had and I'm glad I got to take care of him.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

@NickBoss OMG

RIP your socks

@flexghost we have a good cat, and the other cat. This one is the other. Sometimes she let's her guard down and pretends to be friendly. She wants to be, but trusts nothing.

@flexghost
So sorry. These 2 are dogs 13 and 14, so I've been through it a bit. It's always hard. I don't think I can be without a dog, so I have 2. You can see the shaved leg and scar on the little one from surgery for her blown out knee.

@flexghost You'll always carry him in your heart, and I think that's what counts the absolute most. I grew up with dogs, always rescues from the shelter, and while the ones I grew up with are long gone, we always followed the rule of twos if not threes, so that there's always one of them left to carry the torch on to another generation. ️

@flexghost They're big, beautiful, smart, and gentle. Herding dogs by nature. He was great because once he got used to his new home I could just walk around with him off leash (I live in pretty rural place) or let him out on his own without worry. Neighbors funnily enough were scared of him at first because they thought he was an actual bear. He was terrified of storms and hated car rides. About the only time he willingly got into the car was when I rescued him from the shelter.

@flexghost
:hug: condolences

We had to put our cat down about a year ago. She was slowly dying from cancer at 18 years old.

Just after we saw a homeless cat a few streets over. Abandoned when the old man had to go to a home. After consideration for a few days and the weather turning bad we forcefully adopted her.

Now a days she wants to be on our lap all the time 🥰🥰

@flexghost He's a complete contrast from the dog we got last year, who is definitely not the dog I would have gotten normally. We ended up taking him home because when we went to look at him (from some randos), the poor bugger was in such bad shape we felt morally obligated to take him home rather than leave him with them. Malnourished and clearly abused, he's come a long way. Telly is young, medium-small, high energy, runs like a maniac, and has some social issues, but is (mostly) a sweetie.

@cherylgk Do the cats get along with the rats?

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.

I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.

But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.

I miss him.

If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.