I put him to sleep yesterday.
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
@flexghost Awww. So sorry.
As you requested, here's Izzy. We adopted her in 2020. She had been taken to a high kill shelter in South Carolina with four very young puppies. She had to raise them in the shelter for about 10 weeks, then was spayed and had heartworm treatment. When she came to us, she was terrified of everything. In 5 1/2 years, she's come a long way, although she still is cautious. One of her pups lives near us and we get them together once in a while. -
@flexghost ::hug:: I still deeply miss our Teddy. He has some definite PTSD issues from his time on the street but his love was so genuine and he really tried to be there for us when things were tough. He had a lot of health issues throughout his life but he never complained and he was always so silly and proud.
@alysondecker dogs are a gift from heaven. Even with all his issues he just loved his mommy and family I bet. I love this photo
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@flexghost Awww. So sorry.
As you requested, here's Izzy. We adopted her in 2020. She had been taken to a high kill shelter in South Carolina with four very young puppies. She had to raise them in the shelter for about 10 weeks, then was spayed and had heartworm treatment. When she came to us, she was terrified of everything. In 5 1/2 years, she's come a long way, although she still is cautious. One of her pups lives near us and we get them together once in a while.@IzzyChambers you’re wonderful. I bet she loves you with everything. And I love she gets to see a pup!
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@flexghost I’m so sorry

@farah Thank you
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
@flexghost I’m so sorry.
I have 2 dogs adopted from our local SPCA a few months apart. Bandit (right) is Ivy’s emotional support dog. -
I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
@flexghost I'm very sorry. It's hard, because they give us far more than we give them, and they're better people than we are. I'm certain, though, that he and our Aubrey (also a rescue) are goofily and joyfully playing together right now.
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
@flexghost this is Minty, came from an animal shelter as kitten, together with pepper, also a kitten but not from the same nest. Minty doesn't like other cats, we tried with three. She's not very good at defending herself but also not very scared. She's particular where you can and can't pet her. We love her a lot. Oh and she's good at catching mice and brings them to us inside the house. yay
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@IzzyChambers you’re wonderful. I bet she loves you with everything. And I love she gets to see a pup!
@flexghost I'm very lucky!
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
@flexghost I'm so sorry for your loss

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@flexghost this is Minty, came from an animal shelter as kitten, together with pepper, also a kitten but not from the same nest. Minty doesn't like other cats, we tried with three. She's not very good at defending herself but also not very scared. She's particular where you can and can't pet her. We love her a lot. Oh and she's good at catching mice and brings them to us inside the house. yay
@hanscees gorgeous. Why are the persnickety ones the most endearing?
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@flexghost I'm very sorry. It's hard, because they give us far more than we give them, and they're better people than we are. I'm certain, though, that he and our Aubrey (also a rescue) are goofily and joyfully playing together right now.
@msbellows I knew it. I knew you’d see this post and have the perfect reply. I can’t stop crying I’m sure you know that. Woke up reaching for him. Aubrey is gorgeous and so sweet I’m sure Hemingway would love your baby so much
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@flexghost I’m so sorry.
I have 2 dogs adopted from our local SPCA a few months apart. Bandit (right) is Ivy’s emotional support dog.@superflippy omg the look they give each other you can feel the relationship immediately. Thank you for sharing this
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
@flexghost. My condolences, losing a pet after so many years hurts like hell...
Two years ago I had to put my cat Super to sleep. She had very slowly become sick, I didn't recognize it in time, because I thought she was just getting old.
At some point she started throwing up after eating and drinking, and the vet told me she had a very serious problem in her digestive system, that would require serious surgery and her chance of survival was slim.
She was already 15 years old, a respectable age for a cat, so I decided to spare her the misery...
She died in my arms, I still get tears in my eyes when I think about that moment. Like now... -
@hanscees gorgeous. Why are the persnickety ones the most endearing?
@flexghost if I understand you right probably because they like us are individuals with their flaws too? Loved once don't have to be perfect and share their whole life, not just the shiny bits?
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@flexghost if I understand you right probably because they like us are individuals with their flaws too? Loved once don't have to be perfect and share their whole life, not just the shiny bits?
@hanscees perfect.
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
A lifetime of cats occupy my past, I'm 60 and I've had a cat in my life almost every year since I was 15 or so in 1980. Frodo was the first, my dad was allergic and had asthma so he had to go through a regimen of allergic desensitization to get to the point where he could have a cat in the house. Frodo the magical cat was the result! He was magical because gravity didn't apply to him and we'd find him on top of anything in the house with more than 6 inches of clearance at the top. He would just silently cast himself into tiny spaces up against the ceiling as I remember it!
Magic, I'm fairly certain.Fast forward through many, many cats to 2005, now I'm newly married, living in Denver, one baby shrieking in the background and we have two cats we'd adopted while living in New Orleans for a year and a half, Grendal and FatCat. We got a call after Katrina from a friend who was displaced by the hurricane who tells us that they got two of their three cats out but weren't allowed to take the third on the flight. They were allowed to return months later but now had a small apartment in LA and were wondering whether they could re home Opal with us via an airport drop-off. Of course they could! Opal had survived Katrina and had no care for something like four months but she was sitting on the front porch of the house when they got through the rubble! Thin as a rail but apparently pleased to see her family again!
Unfortunately Opal had a fungal infection in her lungs and didn't live more than a few months after we took her in. FatCat passed due to an impacted gut and Grendal took on a Toyota truck and lost, all within a year. All of them are buried under flagstones in our back yard.
We're back up to three adopted cats again but I feel each and every cat that I've shared space with in the past. Sometimes I remember that I've forgotten one and as soon as I do, there they are as a group of lovely memories! Like I said, a lifetime of cats. Sorry for your loss.
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
@flexghost
That sucks...we had to put Cheeto to sleep thanks to kidneys destroyed by a tumor or not even fully developed at barely 2 years old -
@msbellows I knew it. I knew you’d see this post and have the perfect reply. I can’t stop crying I’m sure you know that. Woke up reaching for him. Aubrey is gorgeous and so sweet I’m sure Hemingway would love your baby so much
@flexghost You named your dog Hemingway? I love that! My dad was a huge Hem fan and passed it along. Aubrey was named after a literary figure too: Jack Aubrey, the big and doofy but brave (and long-tellow-haired) naval captain by Patrick O:Brian.
Hang in there, my friend. The love doesn't go away; it's harder to see, but it's still there. Hold to that.
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I put him to sleep yesterday. My sweet boy for 15 years. He’d come to me from an abusive home. You could see it in how he held himself those first months, like he was always bracing.
But he figured it out. Not all at once but in small surrenders. Picking up a toy. Playing so free. The way he’d eventually push his head under your hand, asking.
I miss him.
If you have a moment, I’d like to hear about your animals. The ones you still carry with you.
I feel so sad for you, he looks wonderful . . .